October 22, 2018

In teaching others, we teach ourselves

Monday, 03 September 2018. That monday was different than it used to be. Catching up the earlier train, penetrate the congestion in Central Jakarta when the sun was just greets good morning, only to see the smiling face of some students of SDSN Kayu Putih 09.

Yup, that morning, me and some of my friends got a new assignment. That day we’re not dealing with laptop and paperwork all day long, but we’re facing almost 30 kiddos in each class. We were joined in Pertamina Energi Negeri (PEN) team, try to introduce them what is Pertamina role in our beloved country, raise their spirit to keep dreaming, to put their dreams as high as the sky and make it real.

:: Tim Pertamina Energi Negeri 3 ::
It was my second duty as a documenter team on CCA (culture change agent) event, but first time on Pertamina Energi Negeri. I learn a lot of things by catching the smiles, the laughter, the innocence yet silly faces of the kiddos.  It makes me feel so grateful, and realize that there are still many weaknesses in me. By seeing their spirit, I realized that our future is on their hands, they are the next leader in this country, we put our trust, our hope, and our du’a on them…

It was a great feeling I had, great memories and best experience I’ve ever have. By teaching others, we teach ourselves..


:: SDSN Kayu Putih 09 ::


May 03, 2018

Hujan dan Pelangi

Apapun yang terjadi, apapun yang kau alami
Bersabarlah..

Sekencang apapun petir, sederas apapun hujan badai
Nikmatilah..

Karena di ujung penghujan akan tetap ada pelangi
Yang selalu muncul dengan senyuman
Yang setia menyuguhkan warna-warni indah

Yang akan datang untuk memelukmu erat,
dan berkata semua akan baik-baik saja

April 12, 2018


Now it’s your turn Mom…

Huff, speechless…

You teach me all I need to know to be a girl, a woman, a wife and also a mother..
You hear my problems, you wipe my tears, you hold my hands, you are my best medicine
We arguing and hurting each other with words, but at the end we hugging and forgive each other
Sometimes we even more like friend-sister than mother-daughter
You teach me how to love, to be strong, to be tough yet patient..
You keep the spirit and hope through our ups and downs
You gave all you have for me, for dad, for our family..
There’s nothing in this world could describe how much I love you,
Not a thousand flowers, not a hundred words, not even a beautiful cakes

Mom, thanks for always be with me, stay beside me stepping one by one my life stage, keeping my name on your du’a every single day.. 

Forgive me  that still bothering you with all my things. It’s always about me, my child, my family, but less about you..  


Dear Allah, i know she never ask me anything but keep praying for her and also Dad so we can be together ‘til Jannah. 

So now,  I’m asking You, please take good care of my parents, like what they already did it to me when I was a child..


Barakallah fii umriik ya Ma, Sehat, Sabar, Senang!!! 

I Love You Ma!!!!